A tear silently rolled down my cheek as I opened a letter that was addressed to my son today. I looked at my husband and said, “I’m sure he could care less about his Medicaid and everything going on in this world today because he is free of all the chaos and why would the State want to send a letter in the mail for him to vote? Do they not know that almost four years ago our precious son went to Heaven? Does the State not realize that they didn’t care about him alive so why would they care now that he is gone?”
Today has been another “ok” day. Brent is so ready to get back in the swing of things with going to school and doing his routine. He loves a schedule and if it gets off track, he does not like it. He is thriving and I am so happy for him that he is still fighting his disability He is one tough teenager!
I never thought I would see the day of being able to meet other families that walk in my shoes daily. For so long I begged and pleaded with God to help me find someone…surely I can’t be the only one in the world?
Today has been a stress free day, Imagine that! I have done absolutely nothing. HaHa! I have so much on my To-Do List but I took advantage of this beautiful day and decided to just sit back and laugh, play, sing, and lay around and enjoy Brently and my husband.
Some things can be so hard. I praise in moments of happiness and seeing with my own eyes the miracles that my son does on a daily basis. I mourn for him because there is so much that he can’t do and never will be able to do while here on this Earth.