I never thought I would see the day of being able to meet other families that walk in my shoes daily. For so long I begged and pleaded with God to help me find someone…surely I can’t be the only one in the world?
Today has been a stress free day, Imagine that! I have done absolutely nothing. HaHa! I have so much on my To-Do List but I took advantage of this beautiful day and decided to just sit back and laugh, play, sing, and lay around and enjoy Brently and my husband.
Some things can be so hard. I praise in moments of happiness and seeing with my own eyes the miracles that my son does on a daily basis. I mourn for him because there is so much that he can’t do and never will be able to do while here on this Earth.
I am numb. I don’t have any words of wisdom or encouragement for myself or to give anyone this very minute. My brain is trying to stay positive but in my heart I know that another battle is about to begin. I know God will be with me through this. There is no doubt about that. I am just scared. We received some bad news and I am having a hard time taking it all in.