Today has been another “ok” day.  Brent is so ready to get back in the swing of things with going to school and doing his routine.  He loves a schedule and if it gets off track, he does not like it. He is thriving and I am so happy for him that he is still fighting his disability He is one tough teenager!

I am ready to get past all the medical things I have been going through also.  There are so many people in the world hurting tonight.. Some have a disease that is taking control over their bodies and they have no control over it and are struggling with answers as to why this is all happening.  Some are in the hospital fighting for their life due to something they never thought would happen to them.  Others are addicted to drugs and alcohol and some choose to stay that way and others are wanting a better life for themselves.  No matter the circumstance of the battle you are in, God has a plan.

I have learned that there is no amount of struggle or hardship that God can’t control.  If you are a believer then you should never doubt.  I seen on Facebook the other day that a friend had posted about Fervent Prayer.  I am wanting to do this and learn exactly what Fervent Prayer is.  I want to be a better mom to my son.  I want to be a better wife for my husband.  I want to be a better friend…. I want to be a God-fearing Christian woman who is Christ-like.  God said he would supply your every need.

As I live my own battle of being a parent of a child with special needs, I pray I make the best decisions.  Sometimes, there is no time to think.  Your anxiety level goes through the roof and you wonder if you are doing it right cause your child can’t tell you what he wants or if he is hurting and so you just guess and pray.

Living this blessed life that I know God gave me was and is to help me realize that…………

That “Still Small Voice” is what gets me through each day and I encourage you to live your life to the fullest and make the very best of it. We never know what the future will hold.

Love the Lord with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your strength

Mark 12:30